Wednesday, February 11, 2009

That which does not kill me......

There is a quote that I like; "That which does not kill me, will only make me stronger!" Well I have to tell you that today at work was straight from HELL!!!! The minute I got to my machine I got jumped on (and not by my supervisor) and the day went down hill from there. My CD player broke and I just felt like some one had pissed in my cheerios and I didn't appreciate it.

Especially because right now I am going out of my way and stepping up to try to make sure that both the cotton and the Silque lines get there work out. I am constantly being told that I am not fast enough and that they need more work out of me. I already run well over 100% and I don't know how much faster I can go. Not only does my shoulder stop me at times because of the Arthritis in it, but having had a Gastric Bypass and the diet that I am on makes it very difficult to have the energy that I need to push through the work days some times.

I don't feel very appreciated right now and it makes me upset; but I guess that there is nothing I can do about it. I just need to go to work every day and do the best that I can and remember that there is one who appreciates my hard work and that the way that other people think and feel about me doesn't matter.

So..."That which does not kill me, will only make me stronger!" is going to be my Mantra and maybe I will help me get through the rest of my week!

Thank you for letting me vent I fell a little better! Lots of Love

3 comments:

Halsie said...

I appreciate you:)

Anonymous said...

The worst feeling in the world is having that sense of being unappreciated! It's not right! I appreciate you as well!! You deserve the best!!

Love your new background by the way on your blog!!

Ronda Gardner said...

Thank you for the comments, I am feeling a little better about things right now but you never know when that is going to change again. I am just so tired and I push my self beyond my limits and that makes it harder. I love you and hope the best of luck for you and the release of your book. You will have to let me know when it is coming out!

Love you!