Life.....

It has been a while since I have blogged and I've been thinking a lot lately about my life and the things that I am doing, the way that it is going and things that I want change.

I have been having a really difficult time the last little while, I need to get my BUTT in gear and start getting some more of this weight off. It will help with my back problems and will just help me feel better about my self period. When I got to the current weight that I am at now, I was feeling pretty thin and good about my self. But the longer I stay here the worse I feel, most days I feel like a disqusting blob and I don't like the way that I feel.

Some of my friends are taking a water spinning class and I am thinking about taking the class with them. The chlorine in the water irritates my skin but I really need to start doing something. I really feel like a failure and I don't like this feeling.

I am also having to make some major adjustments to my diet due to the inflammation in my need and back due to the problems that I have been having. There are a lot of things that I am going to be changing, adding to my diet and eliminating from my diet. I have found some really good websites the last little while that I think may really help. Life according to Eggface is a really good blog (http://theworldaccordingtoeggface.blogspot.com/) I haven't gotten the chance to really go through her blog, but what I have glanced through I was really immpressed. She has a lot of really good food ideas and recipes I am going to try out.

I just thought that I would touch base and let everyone know what was going on in my life. I am feeling down on my self right now and I am trying to find a way to boost my self and get going on the right track again. I have another 75 to 100 pounds that I would like to loose even though every one tells me that is too much. We shall see when I get close what I decide to do.

I want to thank every one for the love and support that you have shown me over the years. It has meant a lot too me